Between God and I

....

God : Are you sure you want this?

Me : Yes God..I think So.. I really like this, I love this, I can't live without this

God : well, actually I have the best for you..

Me : I am sure this is the best for me God..

God: If you really want this, I'll give it to you, but before that, I wanna ask you one more time

Me : yeah God??

God: I have the best for you, I just don't give it to you yet, but I will, it's not the time yet..

Me: If this is not the best for me, why do you make me dying and want to have it?

God: See? If you dying and want to have this, then what would happen for the better one? I just show you this one for you now so then you can compare it and feel happy when you get the one that I keep for you..

Me :....

God : But, as you know, I will give you choices, if you really want to have this and feel enough with this and refuse the best one that I'm keeping for you, that's ok, I'll give it to you..now

Me : Hold on please..

God : Why..., I will give what you want..

Me : I apologize God...I'm just human..what do I know?

God : You know what you want

Me : but I don't know what I need, I don't even know what is better for me, then how could I say that is the best thing?

God : So?? what do you want now?you must know what you want, rite?

Me : Yes..I know what I want..and I'm gonna ask it from you now

God: ok, say it

Me : I want what I need, and I want the best thing for me and only you who know that..so I give my life and all the things to you

God: I'll give it to you, all you need and all the best for you include the journey to have it, so you will feel how great what you have when you'll get it

Me : Thank you God

God : pleasure..

My best friend(s) and I

Lagi2 insomniaku kambuh..

kayanya badan mulai menyesuaikan diri lagi buat jadi anak kuliahan lagi...

hahaha, nasib buat jadi anak arsitek, jadi kalong lagi..

jadi malam ini aku menggambar lagi..

kali ini menggambar aku dan sahabatku..

yaaah..aku emang gambarnya satu orang

tapi dia mewakili sahabat2 cewekku..

hikss..

aku pasti bakal kangen bgt sama mereka nantinya..

Akhirnya menggambar lagi

Ini gambar yang baru aja selesai aku buat, hwaaa uda lama bgt nggak ngambar...

janji mau rajin menggambar lagi de..hehehe

Haven't met you yet ----my soundtrack iinniih

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Get So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Get More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

By: Michael buble

Setelah difikir2 dan diingat2, aku belum pernah benar2 jatuh cinta deh kayanya..
yang ada selama ini cuma lebay2 aja..hahaha
maka setelah aku mendengar lagu ini, aku langsung merasa kalau ini soundtrack ku
where are you yaa??
hahaa
just haven't met you yet

ini bagian favorit aku:

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

Reconsidering You

Hey There...
how's it goin'?
just wanna tell you the current condition Babe..

We started as a friend then turned into best friend
With you, I can be my self, really really myself
No need to pretend, No need to think what would you think of me
Because you just know me just the way I am

We shared everything,
we talked about all the things
I can mention all of your girlfriends and your crushes' name
You know all the story of mine and my crushes too

When I was sad or broken heart
You were my shoulder to cry on, and still mine..
Your hands are the drugs to calm me down..

There was a time when I called you on the phone,
Just to cry without telling you anything
And you were there, listen to me on the phone,
without asking me anything
Just listening to me,
And that was exactly what I needed..

I love it when you looked me in the eyes
I love it when your hand shake my head
You were the place that I went to when I need a shelter

There was a time when I was in love with you
But, I decided to hide it, because I didn't want to lost my best friend
Then I just could hear the story about all of your crush and girlfriend
And you never knew what I felt..

There was another time when You were in love with me
But, You decided to hide it, because You didn't want to lost your best friend
Then You just could hear the story about all of my crushes
And I never knew what you felt..

Then when we both knew that feelings,
we laughed together..
why couldn't we felt the same way on the same time
why should we realized it lately
Time was playing with us

Hey There,
I love the song that you wrote for me

We both crazy when we decided to try fixing our puzzle
Try to seeing each other without the feeling anymore
try to make a joke of it

But, Hey..
I wanna tell you something baby..
The feeling is back
I am reconsidering you now

Alih Fungsi

Hi...,
long time no see
sepertinya mulai sekarang blog ini akan beralih fungsi, akan jadi diaryku, soalnya belakangan aku uda males banget nulis di buku harian...
hhmmm..mungkin bukan alih fungsi, tetapi multifunction...

hehehe, aku benar2 akan menjadikan blog ini gado2 akhirnya..

mmm...hari ini tanggal 7 september ya?? waa..nggak nyampe sebulan lagi aku bakal ninggalin kota kelahiranku ini..
aku mau lanjut master degree ku di Sydney. aku akan kuliah di UTS di jurusan Master of Architecture. I'll leave on October,3rd 2009.

Ada banyak hal yang terjadi dalam 1 minggu terakhir ini.
yang paling update, yang baru aja terjadi tadi sore..ATM-ku keblokir..aaarggh..
sebenarnya bukan masalah besar sih, aku tinggal datang ke bank besok pagi dan ketemu CS-nya.
tapi masalahnya..aku males bgt keluar rumah besok pagi..=(

Big thing happened few days ago, pas aku buka email, ada reminder dari admission office, the university of west of England( Aku sempat Apply ke sana dulu) and guess what..
aku keterima di University itu buat masuk September 2009 ini..gila nggak tuh?
mereka baru ngasih taunya tanggal 28 Agustus, sementara katanya tanggal 13 September aku harus uda nyampe di Bristol..
sakit jiwa..
kapan aku sempat ngurus visa2an ama tiket dan sebagainya..
emangnya mau berangkat banda Aceh- medan? bisa nyiapin semuanya dalam sehari? mesan tiket bus gitu?
huuufff...
sebenarnya aku sangat menyesalkan..kalo di suruh milih sih..aku mau bgt kuliah di Bristol, kan asik..aku bisa ke Eropa..hiks..
tapi..aku uda bayar tuition fees buat course aku yang di UTS, visa uda kelar..nggak mungkin bgt kan?
hwaaa..mungkin emang takdirku kul di UTS ya?

Anyway, tentu aja aku nggak kehabisan akal, hohoho..
yang di UWE itu uda kudeffer buat tahun depan..sapa tau aku beruntung bisa ambil master lagi ntar..hehhee just in case..

Wish me luck yaa..=)